My best and most memorable dream I had in 2007!

My most memorable dream I had in 2007! 
So- Is a dream a true journey?

Saying goodbye to 2007 and hello to 2008 with a memory of my best dream in 2007.

I went to bed as I usually do, I read in my book and turned the lights out with some mediation music. I was somehow still awake but ready for sleep as I imaginedmyself trying to get up a tree that I found in Kelly Howell Kelly Howell's, "Guided Mediation"Guided Meditation" along while ago. I found myself there.

I started to climb up this tree and I was up it fast, but was stuck in some fog so, I decided to try to grow wings not really. I then decided to go into the tree and found that I wanted an elevator and then made one. It took me all the way up. To where ever up was. When I got to the top. The door opened and everything was black and white, maybe even blue. I saw with blurred vision an elephant. Then I looked closer and I believe it was Ganesh. I had just read about him in an article at the book store. I didn't know much about him. I said, "OK.. OH, Wow- Are you Ganesh?" I saw the elephants head move but say nothing. I asked if he was my guide. I heard nothing. I said. " Why am I seeing you? Is it because I want to see you or because I need you?"  There was no answer. I decided to ask another question. I asked,"What and how will I be and look after my transformation?"

Then boom I was sent huge rays of light. They went straight up to what I felt could be the heaven. I could see color. I had real tears running down my face. I felt all this love and this power of  something so powerful I could only assume it was from the Creator or a sign from the Universe. Then I saw a brief picture of me. I had some cute sandals on with a slight heal, my face seemed flawless and glowing and my hair looked great. I had the look of wisdom and contentment. I was generating such a glow. I then came back to my body and went to sleep. I awoke at 4:00 am in the morning and just tossed and turned thinking about what I saw and felt and wondering what does this mean? Was this a journey or a dream?

I now see how reading books can help shape ones mind and dreams!

Hmmmmmmmmm

What is it that I want anyway?

What is it that I want anyway?

I am 33. I feel that I am middle age and I want to experience new ideas and new ways of thinking. I choose now to believe that we live off our thoughts, we are guided by our mind. I have been reading a lot lately. I never knew how powerful books could be until now.

When I was younger I just wanted to be social and play and get attention. I wanted people to see me and to be a bright shiny star in other people's life. Well, what about my life? I was no longer filling up me. I needed more. I wanted to find out more about religion and about cultures and what secrets are truly out there. I want to live fully, to be glad to get out of bed in the morning.

I have had some set backs that I plan to write more on later. Such as a dealing with a strong willed child, losing my mom to cancer, the blessings of being a mother to a 5 and 6 year old, Why having a twin is so much fun, dealing with hair loss and the day I was told that I have female pattern baldness- diffuse hair thinning at 33 and it gets worse as you age - oh yeah. BTW:(This is a great story - can't wait to vent about this one). Talk about shitty news. Geez!

So, my friends I have tons to let out - so stay tuned. In the mean while here is my book list. It is a good place to start to expand your mind. I also listen to, "Kelly Howell" and I love her audio mediation music and podcasts - sure is helping me change my fears of losing my hair and other middle age issues. www.kellyhowell.com


My current book list. I am reading book 7 now called, "The Fire From With In" and all I can say is that this series blows your mind or does mine. (In a good way). ;o)

I wanted to add some spice, some flavor and since I am now 33 and open to reading these types of materials, I am ready for it. Here is my book list, By Carlos Castaneda.

The rest of the book is reached through the links here and at the end of each section.
These books can be found at Amazon.com.

By Carlos Castaneda
1.The Teachings of Don Juan
2. Separate Reality
3. Journey to Ixtlan
4. Tales Of Power
5. The Second Ring of Power
6. The Eagle's Gift
7. The Fire From Within - reading now
8. The Power of Silence
9. The Art of Dreaming

How do these books make you feel? There is always something to take in with this series even if some things do not click other things will.

Earl Nightingale - The Strangest Secret

My first post. I am so excited. I am not the best writer but I do have a lot of passion. I mean a lot of things to talk about. How personal should I get?

Well to start. I want to share a quote from Earl Nightingale's - Strangest Secret.

Well it is something like this " We came from somewhere and we are going somewhere - so we should make the best of our life now."


I like that. Don't you?